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avawhichI kind of want an ice cream sandwich. At the same time I feel really full. Too much full. Like I shouldn't eat more. This feeling kind of sucks. It doesn't stop me from craving sugar. So I eat it whenever I can get it. Then I regret it. I'm getting fat. At least I feel like it. When I weighed myself on the scale at the supermarket I was heavier than I've ever been. Hoping that the scale was off. I think the sad thing is that my mom would be the only one to agree with me that I'm getting fat.
But I shouldn't worry so much. I just weighed myself on the home scale and I'm back to normal. The thing I guess I'm worried about is that it's just over the horizon, when my weight stops taking care of itself and spirals out of control and then I'll have something more to be insecure about.
-Ava
But I shouldn't worry so much. I just weighed myself on the home scale and I'm back to normal. The thing I guess I'm worried about is that it's just over the horizon, when my weight stops taking care of itself and spirals out of control and then I'll have something more to be insecure about.
-Ava
